Jump then fall;

“I’ll run for you, I’ll die for you, I’ll be whatever you want me to be for you, I’ll cry for you, but just because I feel can’t live without you, doesn’t mean I won’t live at all, just because you feel you can live without me, doesn’t mean I won’t always love you. I just need to know you exist, I just need to know someone exists, that I would give the world to.”

Got back two days ago, haven't been in the mood for posting.

Holiday was okay, nothing great, phuket wasn't exactly very nice. But i enjoyed myself with my cousins! (:

Okay its late and i have training, i promise i'll post again soon. (:

I'm off tomorrow to phuket :D Its going to be fun, hopefully! (:

Spent today at home because i started sneezing a lot on wednesday, so i wanted to get well asap, and decided not to risk it going for training. Thankfully, i'm much better now (: And now i can enjoy my holidayyyyy :D

Its been a tough few weeks but thankfully i'm feeling much better now. (: Hopefully i'll keep feeling like this, and not the way i've felt for the past few weeks. (:

Nicholas.

Sometimes, i wonder what I've done to deserve all of this.

Sometimes, i wonder what I've done to deserve all of this.

Its just dawned on me that four years have passed so quickly. I'm out of high school, and moving into jc. Its been four long and hard years, but i've made it through, no matter what i've faced, and i'm really happy with myself for that.

With all the pain and suffering, i enjoyed a lot of happy times too, i guess. The time spent in hwachong has been the most enjoyable times for me, with all the great friends i've made. I've learnt a lot, from the teachers, from my friends. And i'm thankful for that. (:

But most importantly this has been the period of time during which i've learnt the most about myself. I've been through ups and downs, sometimes even being on the verge of giving up, but i've pulled through, with help from all my loved ones, and again, i'm really grateful for all of that! (:

Now, thinking back, i'm really happy i made the decision to join hwachong, even though i had the opportunity to go somewhere else. The 4 years spent here have developed me as a person, and i guess i've come out from it as a much stronger person. (:

Thanks, everyone (:

As promised, i'll try to post EVERYTIME i can ;D

Tennis was so frustrating, i just couldn't concentrate on playing tennis. :/ was leading 5-3 and with 4 match points, ended up losing 7-5. losing sucks. i like hate it so much, seriously. but then again, who doesn't?

Training starts tmr! hahaha we're finally going to start training with the college side, and they have two new coaches, who i heard are great coaches hahah! that's great :D hopefully my tennis can improve further and we can do well for interschools next year! ;D which will be great, after quite a disastrous one this year. :/ fingers crossed! :D

These few weeks have been so confusing for me, really. Thank god for work, it really took my mind off things but now that i have no more work, i guess things are getting more complicated. All the times spent alone are kinda torturing. But well, thanks to some friends, I'll be able to pull through in the end, i guess. (: stay stronggg, nick.

Nicholas.

After one of the longest times ever spent not blogging,I've shifted here, and will start blogging (hopefully) again! :D

THe past few days have been really relaxing! Just spending time slacking away at home, watching tv and playing hahah! i guess its a well deserved break from everything that's gone on this year. Its been really busy with many surprises, be it good or bad, but i guess, i've made it through so that makes me really happy! a little less than 2 months left of this holiday, so i'm looking forward to really getting a good rest before a crazy 2 years. Going to have to study really hard for A levels!

Going to PHUKETTT on friday for holiday hahaha! should be fun, going to do a lot of super fun things :D Go-kart, Paintball, ATV, Fishing, Snorkelling, Golf! HAHAHA its going to be really fun, and the company will be great too! Really looking forward to it (:

Okay, i promise i'll try my best to post as much as i can here. :D

Nicholas.